Well yes i should be… I am really not in the best of
moods. This is one of those situations that one chips in..”Shit
happens”…so the next thing that comes in is…”Yeah well..so deal with
it!!”
How many of you got that sibling that you are always at loggerheads
with?..*raises both hands way above my head*..Yeah?..well i do.
Don’t
get me wrong, me got nothing but love for the sibling but sometimes one
needs to take a chill pill, be the grown up, act mature and take the
higher road…there is a reason why..”Setting one’s self apart and be
outstanding”..is been preached some times. But when the attitude and
every other thing screams wrong…its just so frustrating and plain wrong.
I mean…isn’t sense common these days anymore?? *blinks*…just for
instance a lil kid gets bullied every now and then by one round-bellied
huge kid with no front teeth and heavy voice and takes away his
lunch…now the lil kid can’t fight back..really because he is so lil..so
he just gets all the slapping around and then starved too…and as he
watches the fat kid walking away..his heart in his hands..the lil kid
could swear a thousand and one thing he could or would do..well..when he
grows up…am sure one of them would be deflating him first of all, and
strangle the bejeezes outta him!…lols well that usually doesn’t happen
sha..but doesn’t stop the lil kid from wishing it.
Anywayz, just takes control and respect to get you past situations like
that. If one doesn’t want to take the mantle, aint nothing wrong in you
playing the mature one and taking the high road..someone needs to
show..hey see..i can do me! So you either decide to play the kid and
throw tantrums…or..you can be the responsible one. Your choice!
Ok, is it just me or its plain wrong to start something you can’t
finish?…why make someone believe in miracles when you can’t even make
the birds sing…why let someone smile knowing you would eventually be the
sadness that would keep them up at night…why take advantage of one who
didn’t have the faintest clue how devious you could get..?? Why let them
hope only to be the misery…why open a heart only to let it fall to
pieces??….just ncase you wondering though…* don’t get any funny ideas into
your head*….read a short story..in summary
…Nikki..which was her
name..well..maybe not her real name sha..meets a guy..obviously she is
attracted to him, and everything happened fast…and just as fast as he
came into her life he left just as quickly…now the ish was
that..according to nikki according to mr stranger stan..if he was
looking for a random hookup shouldn’t he have laid it all out on the
table so she knows what she is getting herself into right? ..but
instead, with his sweet charms…killer blue eyes and that lovely
smile..she was suprisingly drawn…so when they met up..*silly her..or
rather stupid her..oh..lols ..my opinion tho*…she let’s him have
her…*now that was a first on an all timer..*…and ofcourse..she thinks..just
maybe …there could be something there..see nikki already starting
having the puppy eyes and googoo feelings..of a lovestruck puppy…, but
that wasn’t about to happen..not even in a long run.
Next meeting, he was telling her…he has no intention of making anything
futher. He was going away…and distance is a barrier…this was like a
dagger being twisted in her chest. Nikki wanted something more, nikki
thought that he felt what she did…nikki thought if you liked someone
that much..distance would come inbetween…she needed to know and then
asked if she was just a random hookup and fling before he disappeared.
He says no..*well..ofcourse..he lied*..he just aint ready for something
serious…* So WTF…sowi scratch that..WTH did he touch her the way he did
for..i mean come on? What was that passion so intense for?..lolz Nna na
wah oh! A-hole*…see nikki played it over and over and over…if he says
he did like her and she wasn’t a random hookup..then why is he letting
go?..ofcourse, she had to be strong infront of him, but inside she was
breaking down!…he promises to keep in touch. That too was a front!
She watched him walk out of her life…she tried to keep intouch, and he
eventually cut her off..comms and all.. .now she is heart broken,
totally hurt,feels less than herself and regrets ever meeting him
..asking what she could do….*well…should this be the part where i
say..”Fish brain?”..or “poor girl?”…or just go right ahead and
say..”Really some men are just A-holes”…*thinks*…well i think those
about somes it up.
Well, i for one things he was just using her, you know, dude gats to
ball out and meets a new chick..aims to hit that..sweet talks her,
actually passes out to be an awesome guy..she falls for it,he actually
hits that..afterwards he says he aint into distance and not wanting
something serious…dude why didn’t you just walk the hell on and go pay
for some… *straight face*….he ups and leaves without looking back.
For the gurl, Yup! Too easy…babes should know by now the bad ones comes
in the cutest of faces,plus you don’t let’em get familar with the
precious i mean come on! What tha hell was as she thinking? Smh. And
think he would stay after that?. Shit happens sha, just sucks it had to
happen to her…it was just too fast…i thought warning signs usually goes
off in their heads when they meet guys like this or something…well
doesn’t it?..you know what they say..”The heart wants want it wants!”…so
best thing she can do for herself is to realise that she was in that
boat of “feelings” alone, he never liked her, he was a hit and run.
Screw the distance, if someone really did like you and wants to have
something meaningful with you…really distance shouldn’t stop them…so
that should have alerted her. Best thing…move on!! Pick up your shit and
get…protect the cookie..don’t go handing it out as though it got a free
pass tag with every dude’s name with a cute face and sexy appeal on it.
Now am plaining speaking to all ya’all…be careful! Dudes and chicks
alike…don’t go playing with someone’s heart, toiling with their emotions
and taking advantage…you don’t mean something don’t say it..don’t have
something you wouldn’t want to have for keeps eventually…people got
feelings..they get hurts…people have wants and desires. Don’t let
someone feel happy and kill it..why tell them you would give them the
world when you can’t even give’em nembe waterside…jezz!!
*methaphorically speaking tho*
I bet alot of people go through this…its just plain wrong! Sad even. Why
do people have to be that way..ah mean who does that????
*sighs*….
If anyone does that to me..someone could get seriously hurt!
#justsoyouknow#…*mean stare*…think of the other person as you would
yourself!…maybe there would be less hurts and heart wenching! Gurls be
sharp..jezz what have i been teaching you!!…….//
……….Infact got nuffin more to say!!!
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